When I was really young I wanted to be a vet, thinking a love of animals was the only criteria. Learning that an ability with maths, science and the need to sometimes put an animal down soon turned me off that idea. 

Throughout highschool I oscillated between wanting to be a lawyer, a journalist or writer, or an interpreter. My eldest brother was a lawyer, so there was probably some hero worship here (don’t tell him). I liked a good debate, I liked to talk, I liked to research and find out about things, I had a fairly strong sense of justice and right. 

My brother told me he wouldn’t employ a woman lawyer, because they go off and have children – he’s since become human, not neandarthal in his thinking.

I loved to read, to write and to research, and was reasonably good at it (imho) so journalism became an interest. Then I realised that I lacked the necessary rottweiller instinct (which would probably have also been needed in law). There’s a book or two in me, I’m sure, but I think I’ll have to wait for a few people to shuffle off this mortal coil before I start scribing. 

The languages I studied at school (of which I now recall very little) were French and German. Even twenty years ago it was becoming obvious that demand for interpreters in those languages was diminishing.

So I went into education (primary teaching) which I did for a while with varying degrees of enthusiasm, always believing there was something else out there. I remember sitting at Sydney Uni one day researching for an assignment for my B.Ed conversion course. Somewhat bored with what I was doing I started looking at University course books and found the M.A in Children’s Literature and Literacy at UTS.

Whilst doing this course, I fell pregnant with my son and left full time teaching. I followed this course with a Grad Cert in TESOL with the hope of gaining some part time ESL work.

I was working as a special education teacher when I found out about CSU’s M.Ed (teacher-librarianship) and decided it was the next course for me. Ironically, I had started it thinking that there were lots of part time T-L jobs. My first job was a terms relief at my old high school, followed by another term at a primary school for 5 days a week. After this I spent a year in another primary school on a 4 day a week contract, followed the next year by a maternity leave at another school.

I started my current job in 2001. In a nice twist of fate, it is at the school my 5 brother’s attended and of which my dad was P and F president, when the library was built.

So that’s how I got where I am. I’m not sure where I’ll go next. I would like to spend some time in the “real world”, perhaps in a legal library at some stage, to give me a vicarious experience of the legal world.

I might study a langauge again one day, just to see if I still can and of course, I’ll try and write something, even if it’s just for myself.

So long post, but please share your journey.